my feeling

我正在擱淺

詞：宋健彰　曲：周杰倫

久未放晴的天空　依舊留著你的笑容　
哭過 卻無法掩埋歉疚

風箏在陰天擱淺　想念還在等待救援　
我拉著線 複習你給的溫柔

暴曬在一旁的寂寞　笑我給不起承諾　
怎麼會怎麼會你竟原諒了我

我只能永遠讀著對白　讀著我給你的傷害　
我原諒不了我　就請你當作我已不在
我睜開雙眼看著空白　忘記你對我的期待　
讀完了依賴　　我很快就離開

source :http://lyric.musichk.org/main1/jay6.htm#14

I felt down and lonely... erm .. do guys say things like tat? hey.. what should i do... pray for good? I keep blaiming myself of not taking good care of my beloved one and I... I lost lot of opportunities for both power and gals... it's because of what had happened in feb'04? or because of I gave up my best chance early this year? damn...

I felt depressed when my health allerts.. it's hard to maintain once it begans to collapse..

I want a break.