Another week full of mysteries...

I had my tooth done!!! i having a fake tooth at lower jaw. i remember i slipped and fell-off my tooth 10 years ago in front of a buddha temple!! my tooth crown dropped last year in UK... i couldnt afford the dental fees there (well, i dunno the expenses either but i believe it is high!!), so decided to get it fix this week!!

RM1450.. to get it all done!!!! wow... damn expensive... the price includes crowning RM550, root canaling, polishing, etc. damn.. and it stop me to go for bracing which cost another RM3000!!! damn... luckily, the colour and size matches, i feel good now as i can eat whatever i like, which i unable from the day i reach M'sia. Ulser is the problem which makes me wanna do bracing, i suspect that the logistics of my teeth cause the ulser on my lips and tongue! Imagine u have ur dental problem since secondary... nobody will suffer such lots than me... and i even suspect that my pimples are infected by the unfortunate tooth that i always had... i m tired of tolerating, i must get rid of it.. bracing would be the final solution!!! God bless.

marital status: should i put single or in a relationship? i admitted that i had done a big mistakes on this affair.. too many problems and questions... sorted out the first but then a new one appears... shxt what am i doing... i thought i had found a direction...but then affected by my past, my history.. whatever... is no longer stable anymore..sigh

Good thing is i have complete my CV or Resume in other words. but found out that my printer out of ink... two inkjet printers i mean, and i have to use the doctrine impact printer to print test. god the cartridges costs high!!! hundred Ringgit each, damn Lexmark, i think i will sell them and buy another brand which have cheaper cartridges, damn!! bought 10 empty CDs as well, for RM13.90.

This week spent around RM2000!!!! just for me, poor dad. i better quicken up look for job or else my heart wont let me feel easy. I am too lazy, lack of motivation... i need help.. help.. help, i need somebody, help..(by The Beatles =p)